Painter

by David M.

(Georges Braque, wounded at Carency, May 1915)

 It was finally dark now, all the guns 

quiet, and nearby a shattered tree the

painter lay (painter when not a soldier),

near death. The wounds were to his head 

and neck. He’d gone over the wall with

his brushes tucked inside his coat – 

he carried them everywhere – and a gun  

that jammed (it wouldn’t fire back). It

hadn’t rained for days, so the ground 

was hard and, in the light of the moon  

and weary stars, with what strength

he had he was with his brushes 

spreading out his out-spread blood, 

spreading it out in the way of out-spread  

wings. And he was doing this still when 

the medics, low on their knees, found  

him. At once they rolled him onto the 

stretcher and, as they lifted him away, 

his blood, winged now, lifted away too, 

beyond the shattered tree, away and beyond, 

which had been his hope – that in some way 

he might live on, were he to succumb

to his wounds and this madness of life, 

in some way live on beyond all that was 

shattered (even to the very air), and 

paint, and paint, and paint again.